OK its hard to explain. All my life Ive been working hard in school and listening in lessons, handing in homework etc. But the last two and most important years which actually count, ive just stopped. I dont know why. I know I need to work hard, my grades are the lowest theyve ever been, I dont listen in lessons, I dont work and now Im two yeard behind on work which I need to hand in next week.
Ive got some sort of mental block, the second I pick up a book or something, I just put it down and do something els and try to block out the fact that I have work to do. usually I pick up my guitar or play a game or something.
Ive asked a few questions and people have told me I suffer from anxiety/depression. Its a logical explanation since I feel like crap 99% of the time.
What the hell is wrong with me? Plus I have a crap report meaning I wont be able to go to college until next year.